27 March 2011

Confluence

As I mentioned a few months ago, Luís Bustamante is a photographer and human being I admire.
He's published two books of photographs in the past couple of years. I've been enjoying my copy of first, Brief encounter, for a year or so. The second, Confluence: 1974-1979, appeared in January this year and I bought it the same month; I should have mentioned it before now, but better late than never. Both are typically gentle and insightful views. Both (they are Blurb publications) are good advertisements for what personal control of production design can do.
Confluence is evocative in black and white. I've spent many an hour since I bought it, when I might have been writing this, lingering over its perspectives, personalities and sensuously grainy tonalities.
It was mid-afternoon on Christmas eve when we arrived in Paragon Station, Hull, from London. It was really dark, like night. And misty and cold. 48 hours before, I had been squinting in the scorching brightness of Buenos Aires mid-afternoon sun when we boarded a taxi for the airport. Carmen said this cannot be it, we are just connecting. But it was here.
In the wider world, a lot was going on. Milton Friedman's rnarket-dominated model was adopted by the US and the IMF and Pinochet's Chile became the test ground.
We were here because of this. September 11, 1973, the first 9/11, was the day things changed forever for the likes of me and Carmen. This was when the new agenda went operational.
The timespan of these photographs coincides with the moment when Great Britain went through a less traumatic battle of attrition to clear the ground for the installation of the model that had been tested in my country.
Many people helped our settling here and these photographs are evidence of their generosity. I'd always fancied myself a photographer and had been impressed with Julio Cortázar's idea of things possibly not being as they seem and photographs making us face that alarming possibility. I felt obliged to have a camera with me in the same way. Cortázar thought that if you carry a camera you have to look.
Taking photographs of the place came without much of a design. I wasn't looking back, we could hardly see ahead – we just floated in the very precise moment. I did not photograph the cutting edge, where the challenge was turning into asymmetric conflict, the expressions of discontent, the picket lines, the sense of justice on one side, raw power on the other. The lack of a political agenda was not a perceived problem at the time. The camera had two purposes: it was a connection with our new life and a shield that enabled me to look at it. The camera entitles to stare-and gives an excuse to be in the way. It provides an outsider with a chance to belong.
That last sentence, in particular, affects me very powerfully.
Take a look. A full preview of the book's contents are available on line ... nothing to compare with the delight of holding the real, physical book, but still well worth your time.

In September 1973, when the Allende government in Chile fell to a brutal coup d'état, my problems were very small by comparison. I was uncomfortably aware that the fathers of two of my former school friends from a couple of years before were now in foreign service posts implicated in that coup. It was the first time I had made a moral connection between my own life and circumstances and the wider world whose rights and wrongs I had always watched as a bystander. I would never look at my world in quite the same way again. Looking at Confluence, I feel that awareness anew, as fresh as if it were yesterday ... but I also feel its inadequacy alongside what was happening to those who left and, of course, those who could not.

26 March 2011

Shades of Mona

Though I am generally pretty black and white in my attitude to most military conflicts, the aerial interdiction of Libyan government forces attacking secessionist populations is a different case. Here are endless shades of grey.

It was in that frame of mind that I made an unscheduled visit to the Imperial War Museum in Manchester ... a place about which I am also ambivalent.

Leaving behind the displays, I walked up the enclosed concrete stairs of the AirShard and along the bridge for its view out over Salford Quays.

The bridge brought me, vividly but in appropriately monochrome tones, to thoughts of Mona Hatoun's sculptural installation work.

13 March 2011

Million

When I was nine, I counted to a million.

Actually, I started when I was seven; it took me nearly three years. I was nine when I completed the task.

Whenever I had a few minutes to spare, I would count. Sitting on a chair in a shop, waiting for my mother. Eating lunch at school. Walking home from school, my eyes and ears and hands busy with other games, a corner of my brain was counting. In bed before sleep came, or climbing a tree.

I carried a scrap of paper, and when I stopped counting I would jot down where I had gotten to; the next session picked up where the last left off. I didn't tell anyone else about it, apart from my parents.

When I reached my target million, I threw the paper away and didn't think about it again.

I was, in some ways, a strange child.

Quote, unquote

Re-reading Michael Frayn's Fleet Street novel Towards the end of the morning (or, if you are in the Americas, Against entropy). As with any Frayn, it's full of more quotable lines and passages, many of them laugh out loud candidates, than I could shake a stick at (strange expression ... why would I want to shake a stick at them?), but here's one...

...they all had an air of unassuming integrity and human dignity which in [his] experience was acquired only by daily contact with very large sums of other people's money.


  • Michael Frayn, Towards the end of the morning. 1967: London: Collins. [more recent republication: 2005, London: Faber and Faber. 0571225578 (pbk.)]

12 March 2011

Today

What was lost

A week and a half ago I wrote about Room, in which a girl is lost and then found. This book, What was lost by Catherine O'Flynn, is as different as it is possible – but could be described in the same words.

So very much is lost, in this book.

Ten year old Kate Meaney lost her mother ten years ago, and now loses her father. Friendless, she haunts a nearby shopping mall with her father's last present: a book on how to be a detective. Around her are friendly neighbours who have lost their way. Then Kate, too, is lost.

Lisa, deputy manager of a music store in the Mall, who twenty years later finds Kate's toy monkey, has also lost her way – as have most of her staff. She has also lost her brother (literally), and her parents (figuratively).

Kurt, a security guard who spots Kate on the mall's CCTV system, has lost his way and his parents too ... he has also lost the love of his life. Those around him fear that he has lost his mind.

There are other characters; lost, in one way or another, every one of them.

And yet, it's not all gloom and doom. Much is also found. There is hope as well as loss. There is also warm humour. I'm glad to have read it, and will read it again with pleasure.

I'll leave you with a recommendation that you read it too, and with one of my favourite line from the book – it concerns Kate's primary teacher, who is (of course) lost like everyone else:

Mrs Finnegan, though criminally unsuited to teaching small children, was in fact a very fine mathematician.


  • Catherine O'Flynn, What was lost. 2007, Birmingham: Tindal Street. 9780955138416 or 0955138418 (pbk)

10 March 2011

01 March 2011

Room

Declan Hughes, reviewing Emma Donoghue's Room for the Irish Times, said that "this book will break your heart". Perhaps he's right ... but I think that it will also fill your heart to bursting point with fierce hope for the indomitability of the human spirit.

If you remember John Fowles' novel The collector, start there. If not, think of Natascha Kampusch. Either way, don't get too literally hung up on what is only a point of departure. The unnamed woman in Room is, like both of those women, victim of a kidnap. Like Miranda Grey in The collector, she was taken as a young adult; like Natascha Kampusch, she has survived eight years of captivity in the twelve foot square "Room" of the title; but she is neither or them. She is unnamed because the story is told entirely as interior monologue by her five year old son Jack, born in Room (he capitalises most nouns and uses them as names: Room, Rug, Wardrobe) as a result of repeated rape by her captor. Jack knows her (and refers to her) only as "Ma".

Both characters (Ma and Jack) are astonishingly powerful extended psychological pen portraits. Both are strong, resilient characters – and kept that way by mutual reliance, the depiction of which is a tour de force in itself. I have never known anyone who has been though this exact set of experiences; but I have known mothers in their twenties and their small children, trapped in or recently escaped from abusive relationships, who displayed exactly the same codependence portrayed here. Just from this perfectly realised portrayal, Room will amply reward the time you spend reading it.

In a larger sense it's about courage, devotion, freedom, love, loyalty, psychological toughness, resilience, self reliance, and many other things ... but also about the limits of those things, what lies beyond them, and what they cost.

Then again, it is an exhilarating intellectual journey: an intriguing, non SF example of what Ray Girvan describes as "conceptual breakthrough" fiction – and a new take on Ray's suggestion that such fictions peculiarly suit young protagonists. Jack has never seen the outside world, and believes his twelve foot by twelve foot Room to be the whole universe. The whole book showcases his dawning realisation that there is more reality than he can imagine.

But, before all of that, it is a gripping and beautifully told story.

[many thanks to David P for the recommendation]


A couple of (possibly random) connections which may make no sense to anyone else: reading this book sent me back to two personal old favourites. First, a book which is at least superficially very different, The stolen child by Kevin Donohue (no "g", no relation) which I have mentioned previously. Second, Tanita Tikaram's song "World outside your window".


  • Emma Donoghue, Room. 2010, London: Picador. 9780330519021 or 0330519026 (pbk)
  • John Fowles, The collector. 1963, London: Jonathan Cape. [newer edition: 2004, London: Vintage. 0099470470 (pbk.)]
  • Keith Donohue, The stolen child. 2006, London: Jonathan Cape. 9780224076968 or 0224076965 (hbk.), 9780224076975 or 0224076973 (pbk.).
  • Tanita Tikaram, "World outside your window" on Ancient heart. 1988, WEA. 2292438772.